waste of time....

गेली चार पाच दिवस आजारी आहे. ताप सर्दी खोकला जणू काही माझे सोबतीच झाले आहेत. शनिवारी रात्री बाहेर खाल्ल्याचे कारण झाले. मग काय रात्रभर थंडी-ताप..! ती शनिवार ची रात्र मी कधीही विसरू शकणार नाही. खूप त्रास झाला होता. फक्त आईची आठवण येत होती. असे वाटत होते कि आज मी आईच्या जवळ असतो तर मला काहीच जाणवले नसते. सकाळी उठलो तर joints फार दुखत होते. डॉक्टर कडे गेलो injection ठोकले & १५-२० गोळ्या दिल्या. वाटले बरे होईल संध्याकाळ पर्यंत, पण आजाराने जणू ठरवले होते कि १ आठवडा तरी रहायचे. सोमवार उजाडला, बरे वाट न्हवते पण तरीही office ला पोहोचलो. पण क्षणभर ही बसावे वाटले नाही आणि निघून आलो घरी. दुसरा दिवस उजाडला कालच्या पेक्षा आज परिस्तिथी वाईट होती. डॉक्टर कडे गेलो, म्हणे कि दोन दिवसात बरे नाही झाले तर नायडू हॉस्पिटल मध्ये admit करावे लागेल. आता मात्र माझी फाटली. सुदैवाने ताप कमी झाला पण अशक्त पणा जाणवत होता. त्या दिवशी मनात १ विचार येऊन गेला, 'तुह्मी किती strong आहात हे बिकट परीस्तीथित सिद्ध होते'. या आजारामुळे माझा १ पूर्ण आठवडा वाया गेला ही सर्वात मोठी खंत. ते म्हणतात ना आलीया भोगासी असावे सादर... काय लिहणार या अश्या पळपुट्या आजाराबद्दल.
Date
4th July 2013
Extending this blog post as i'm suffering from same situation. I'm suffering from cold fever from last 3-4 days & got tested by 3 doctors. Saab sale BHMS.. Kuch change nahi hai.. only eating n sleeping now a days.. Hope i'll go office tomorrow.

Who I Am

Last night couldn't sleep properly, a question was roaming in my mind. I was trying to find out the solution of that question. Don't worry it wasn't KBC question. It was who i'm..? Who is Amol Patil. If somebody ask me to define myself. How i reply or what i can say about me. Well it depends on that person who gonna ask me.. Does it mean, i change myself depend on the person whom i am interacting. Exactly this is what i am & always wanted to be. What it results if i fire this query into my mind. Whether it hang, will reply with many results or returns an empty result set. Does it mean i really don't know who i am. Oh yes, I know who I am, but can you see? Is it as plain to you as it is to me?
When i look in the mirror & ask who i'm. It reply depends on my mood, cause it might afraid of getting break.
If i'm not good doesn't mean i'm bad.
If i'm not honest doesn't mean i'm untruthful.
If i'm not strong doesn't mean i'm weak.
If i'm not clever doesn't mean i'm dull.
If i'm not right doesn't mean i'm wrong.
Be serious.. My self Amol Patil working as a Web developer n blah blah.... But this doesn't define who I am in person, the answer to the question cannot be found in a person birth certificate, his/her religion or his degree, but it is found in a person heart and soul of a person. What i think about me is more important as compared to what others think of me.

Files name conflict

Yesterday at office, trying to solve Jomsocial issue's. Initially i didn't figure out it so i googled for the answer but couldn't find what i was looking for, checked on Jomsocial forum still didn't get. After spending half an hour got a link where i got what i wanted. There were two files opened in my text editor one from local & other one from live server. I made the changes in local file & was checking the output on live site. I spend half an hour & thought that this solution won't work for me. So again i googled but i got nothing which really take me out from this situation. While googling i realised that internet speed became slow, then how could that changes were fastly done in live file. When i look at editor's tab there were two file's opened. I made change in correct file & it worked. At the end wasted one an half hour for the task which could take half an hour. It happens sometimes when you lost concentration. Well i hope it wont happen again..